i have loved you in silence

Whenever I look at you
I feel sudden sadness
Because I know you are someone
Who could never be mine

Maybe you have noticed
The sudden changes I am having lately,
I just couldn’t handle it anymore
I can’t go on pretending

I hate myself for not being able to admit
I am too afraid of the consequences
That are bound to happen

Your smile keeps on haunting me
My mind is telling me to forget you…
But how?

For long I have loved you in silence
I tried to show it
Hoping that you’ll soon see
The feeling I hid
Yet… you are blind
Or maybe you’re not just ready
For something like this
Or maybe you are waiting for my move
A move that may not happen

The distance between us is getting bigger
I couldn’t do anything but
To admire you from a distance
I know whatever happens
You and I will remain just a dream

Only in my dreams I can hold you
Only then I can tell you’re mine
But when the dream is finally over
Reality creeps through my heart
And says you’re someone who could never be mine…




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